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20050331
up, up, and away!
"I'm flying so high... high off the ground... when you're around."Yesterday was nice. Heather came by, Christina came by, Mike, Mark, and Dani came by, and then Heather and I went to the airport to greet Mikayla, Ash, Hannah, Braden, and all the others coming back from Europe. So it was a good day. Lots of fun and chocolate-covered rasins.
I'm getting my new phone activated on Monday. That is official. I don't know why, but I'm trying to figure out why I don't have service at all right now, but oh well. Sometimes I like being hard to get a hold of. Sometimes.
I'm not going to talk about Terri.
Come, let's go up to the mountain...
Well, there is a party on the beach tomorrow, and it doesn't look like Levi will be there. Meetings, meetings, and meetings. However, there is BWBM tomorrow night. HOOWAH.
DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME THIS SUNDAY!!! I don't understand why we call it daylight savings time. We aren't saving any time, we're just re-arranging it to suit our needs. So I say we call it daylight twisting.
My favorite part of the human face is the little line that connects the lips to the rest of the face. It's different on everyone, and I think it's neat. It's like the crest of the mouth... the peak.
I got the biggest smile on my face today at about 12:20pm. And then I went and found a piano, and wrote a song. I call it "Honesty". Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
The Way I See It:
"One step at a time". Of course! It's not like you can really take two or three steps at a time. Everything was designed to take one step at a time. They may be really fast steps that feel like they are over-lapping, but they really are just one at a time. In order for something to happen, something else needs to happen first, and so on. Needless to say, this is all in God's hands, but certain events need to take place in order for His perfect will to come to be. There may be a dozen million different ways to get to the final result, but each one of those ways requires one step at a time. Regardless of how many, or how large those steps are. Painful steps, rushed steps, happy steps, huge steps, steps backward, all of those steps are just one at a time. Maybe I should run, maybe I should walk, maybe I should dance, skip, sprint, trip, crawl, limp, hop, leap for joy... One step at a time.
20050329
...I know
So yesterday was fun... odd, but fun. A bunch of random people came by and we watched movies, played video games, ate icecream, popcorn, easter candy. I had fun, but I might be speaking for myself only. I would like for my house to be always open and people are always just welcome in.BARRETT IS MY HERO. WE HAVE A NEW SCREEN DOOR. (However, if it wasn't for Dave, then there wouldn't be a screen door installed today.)
have you ever had a happy thought that made you fly, and then right when you start to lose it, something happens or something is said that makes you soar again? Yeah, that's pretty much what it feels like. With or without fairy dust.
"The official report is that he fell down an elevator shaft... onto some bullets."
I have decided to be a pirate. I've put a lot of thought and research into it, and I feel it is the.... totally awesome thing to do. My research has consisted of watching movies such as Pirates of the Carribean, Peter Pan, and The Count of Monte Cristo among others. This is not an overnight transformation, so there will be a transition period. I still need to find a good solid pirate name, and some swag.
I keep looking for inspiration, but HELLO! LEVi! God is right there. (!)
Shea, just hold the fork, concentrate on the fork... it'll be ok.
The Way I See It:
Volcanic ash makes soil more fertile... So you need an explosion, a burning, fire, to rend the ground useless. Then... after a year or so, the soil is richer than before, producing more crops, bigger crops, and tastier crops. That's my heart. After the burning and the explosion, the breakdown, there is better fruit. I NEED that eruption, the flames, in order to produce better things, better thoughts, better love. Less than 1% of the worlds soil is volcanic. That too, unfortunately, is my heart. So little of it I have given to God to burn and make fertile. Yeah, it destroys and makes a mess and hurts a lot... but I have to keep looking at the big picture.
20050327
tk-421
Yesterday was a lot of fun... a few people came over and hung out, we watched all three of the original Star Wars movies on DVD... Angie and I lamented over how old we feel because we realized that it was in 1997 that the first "special edition" came out. wow. But it was good.. lots of fun. Monday should be interesting too... you're all invited over to hang out. It'll be good.Today... was frustrating. One of my favorite families in the world came to my house for lunch and I couldn't be there. Or at least I thought I couldn't be there. I was heading over to my parent's house and when I got there they didn't have any plans until 5 or so. (sigh) But I love my family, don't think otherwise, it is rare though that the entire Crane family is at my house. As I was driving over to Chesapeake, I wanted nothing more than to turn around and head back home. Horrible feeling. Chloe gives good hugs though. She is beautiful.
I feel like such a poser sometimes. BWBM knows what I'm taking about.
Call me Jack Jack from now on.
Barrett is going to be my hero tomorrow. At last.
I wrote a song the other day. I'm sure it's not finished. There is still more time to write more moods to it. I can't wait though... it will be an adventure.
Lyle was rapping this morning. It was an interesting experience for everyone.
Hope you like the new "fake vintage" design... Jon, I'm especially expecting comments from you because I know you're always giving me a hard time about over-updating. :) everyone: check out the picture of the moment, there are over 200 images updated at random.
The Way I See It:
There are a few people that I always want to be around, always want to talk to... And I will go out of my way to be around them and to sit by them and to look at them and be close and personal. How much more should I want to be close to, and talk to, and be around God? Why do I often abandon God to be with people? It should be the other way around. This isn't a new revelation for me, which proves my point. I have tossed this notion into the back of my head and put people and jobs and money and music and even ministry before my personal and intimate relationship with God. AND I find myself praying the "stereo-typical prayers"... using Christianese. and not being personal. It's great to know that I can talk to God, with the same language and emotion that I am using typing this. He is my daddy.
20050326
Curiously Strong
So it's a little awkward at the house right now... I guess it's my fault. Dave is mad at me because of it, but I didn't think he'd still be here. Sorry.I went to The Play tonight. Heather met me there, and then her sisters came as well. fun fun. I sat in the audience, a new experience for me. I miss it. I keep saying, "Next Year", but I say that every year. It was good. Anna rocked.
I miss Mikayla. Not as much as Mary does I'm sure, but I miss her nonetheless. She is radiant.
youthweekend.com
"I will go down with this ship, I won't put my hands up and surrender, there will be no white flag above my door..."
I had two tickets to the Virginia Symphony that I got from my parents, but I didn't want to go alone, so I gave them to Tiffany and her sister who was in town. I hope they enjoy it. I was so glad I saw them at The Play because I thought of them when I found out I didn't need them, but I wasn't sure how I was going to get them to her. Hooray.
I need to get this Basketball check in so I can pay the deposit for my new Nextel Phone. yes! New phone. finally. Well, in a week or two maybe. But new service and walkie talkie.
Paul's sister is really nice. And she has cool hair.
Coke with Lime is very delicious.
Easter with the family. Good times. I love my family. Oh so much.
The Way I See It:
Times change, people change, styles change, diapers change, but God never changes. I was thinking about how the way we talk has changed... slang, words changing meaning, dialects, pronounciation, all of that changes all the time, but the way God speaks to us, and the way God interacts with us is faithful. A person can change a million times, but God will not change... He remains, perfect. Hallelujah.
20050322
So Loud, Your Ears Will Bleed!
Cellphone companies are horrible. They rule the world and treat the public like helpless puppets... we are so dependant upon our communication devices that we are crippled by the thought of loosing them, so we will stand in line for 5 hours with no idea WHY we are standing in line. And then, we will pay a lot of money and sign our lives away for years in order to stay in touch at a moment's notice. I am a member of the brainless public."I'm flying so high... high off the ground... when you're around..."
I think that by the tone of that last paragraph you can guess that I didn't get my new free phone... in fact, I don't think the words "new" "free" and "phone" should be in the same sentence. Unless that sentence is: "I don't think the words new, free, and phone should be in the same sentence." In which case I didn't contradict myself.... I just.... I'm retarded.
Today was b-e-a-utiful! I rode my bike this morning, and then ended up at work. And then rode it to the dentist and then rode it to work. And then rode over to Mount (haha) Trashmore and then back to work. Oh, and then home. And now I'm back at work, but I rode with Bianca.
I shouldn't do anymore weddings for two reasons. I don't have time when things mess up and then I feel like a moron, and I end up getting romantic and wanting to get married. Not that wanting to get married is a bad thing... just not right now.
Dangit, I want kids so bad.
Everyone is involved with The Play and so I can't get my worship team together before Easter. It's a little frustrating, but I love The Play. I half-wish I was involved with it because I love the people and the hectic wonderfulness of it. The makeup, the lights, the sets, the costumes, the props, the singing, the dancing, the screaming and the blood. Oh yes, good times noodle salad. These mashed potatos are so creamy!
EMILY! High Five!
I'm thinking about using some vacation time after Youth Weekend and hibernating. Now all I need is a bear.
The Way I See It:
I was told today that if I keep up with this pace I'm going to get hurt. I totally agree. But then, if that be the case, why would I want to slow down? Why should I just go the speed that I know I'm safe? Like we talked about on Friday at Boys Will Be Men, why choose the fights we know we can win? Why go for the things we know we can conquer. I don't want to live in fear. A life lived in fear is a life half lived. I am happy to know that people care about my well being, and I want them to know that I'm not trying to be foolish, but aside from the resolution that I'm not making any New Years Resolutions, I wanted to take more risks. And one of them being that I will challenge myself physically and mentally in order to fail... and when I fail I will get back up, and try again until I find a challenge that looks too daunting to attempt. And then I'll fail again. But I don't want to fear failing, I want to conquer it. And if I get hurt, I'll learn from it and trust that God has me and isn't going to let me go. This doesn't mean I'm going to run around intersections at rush-hour blindfolded, but I am going to try and stretch myself beyond what I know I can do. Adventure waits for no one, so what am I waiting for?
20050320
Over 200 New Items!
It's true!!! A FREE PHONE!!! A Free replacement phone that I don't have to send away for. SunCrap is now Cingular..... again..... so they told me I get a new phone. WhooWA! First thing in the morning baby! Praise God, I didn't think I was being patient with that one, I thought I was being lazy not buying a phone that worked.I need a freezie pop.
Heather still isn't feeling well, but she looked great. Mary Zook was at CrossFire tonight. That was delightful... Mary is delightful. Davey is amazing. Jesse is amazing. Joel is amazing. John is amazing. Dani is amazing, Lydia is amazing. Melody is amazing. Mary is amazing. I didn't, and can't tell them how much I appreciate them and how much they all mean to me. GOD IS AMAZING.
"I surrender all to my obsession." I said that tonight and at first glance it seems very very worldly and weak. But it is one of the most substantial statements I can make. And I mean it. I surrender it all. I give it up. And I pray that by the grace of God I can continue to give it up. My music, my writings, my work, my family, my friends, my dreams, my iPod, my mad frisbee skillZ!!!!
SCREEN DOOR!
Special K smiles very well.
I'm listening to Jem... my new favorite CD. Really catchy upbeat melodic songs. High Five. Mid Two.
The Way I See It:
As much as I love my sister Autumn, and as much as I want her to be happy, I want her relationship with Matthew to end. By any means necessary. Natanya prayed with me today for her and she prayed that God would cause Matthew's life to bring God glory, but if not, then that God would destroy the relationship. Wow. It had crossed my mind that it would take a miracle for Matthew to turn back around, but I had never prayed that with faith. And then, I remembered Emily. Talk about an answer to prayer! And I suddenly got supercharged with faith that God can MOVE MOUNTAINS. MOUNTAINS. Hellooo Levi!!! MOUNTAINS!!!! Now, my prayer is that God would have the glory in Matthew's life, and that He would rend his heart and allow their eyes to open. And I believe it will happen.
dude, seriously, this CD rocks. It's blowing my life out of my mind. with sharks. and ninjas. ...on fire.
20050318
I have a bird I like to hold
It's much clearer now... thank you.Yesterday, Thursday that is, was very productive. I printed several posters, finished two banners, created a website, made flyers, imported video, booked two more basketball games and a soccer game in DC. fun fun. AND THEN I got to spend time with Heather and tea. ...These are a few of my favorite things. We didn't go to the movie last night, so I'm sorry Shea. And I wanted to see Angie too. Blast nuggets.
I bought a nice new wireless mic for CrossFire, but it didn't come with a beltpack headset thing, so I need to buy that seperately... money money. (sigh)
I really miss the stage. The lights. The stress. The makeup. The lines. The costumes. The props. The curtain.... oh the curtain. I think the curtain is the only thing I love AND hate. It strikes fear and yet sparks excitement. And it doesn't depend on what side of it you're on either.
Tonight is our Life Group. We are meeting after the Life Group Banquet, so probably around 10 or so. I'm writing up a "code of conduct" today. That should be fun. I'm trying my best to make them reasonable rules and guidelines, not just Levi rules and guidelines. I love our group. It's stronger than we know.
Barrett's parents are coming in on Sat. I don't have anything to say.
Lord, let Your light, light of the world, shine on us.
Take more pictures.
The Way I See It:
Can I be myself always? If I look back on who I was 5 years ago, and compare it to 4 years ago, and then 3 years ago, up to about 6 months ago, I was a different person at each stage. Apparently, as far as that kind of change is concerned, I'm normal. However, when people ask me if I'm being myself I have to question, "What is myself?" And then I say, "Well Martin, I don't know, find out." But I would think of me being myself as how I am when I'm around comfort. LIke my family and certain friends. I am myself when I'm with Isaac, when I'm with Natanya, when I'm with anyone in my family. But it's the defensive part of me, when I feel vulnerable I put up a front. It's not drastic. Well, it's not drastic anymore. There was a point in my life where I even got confused as to who I was and who I was trying to be like. But God has worked miracles in my life and in my heart to help me grow to see who I am, and who He wants me to be. Praise God! And with that being said, I keep trying to not try so hard. I want you to see who I really am... regardless of whether I think you'll like it or not.
20050316
...Monkey do
Matt brought me a whole bunch of stickers today. THANKS MATT MAN!Scott Peterson just got sentenced to death today for killing two people. His wife and unborn baby... so he performed an abortion. HELLO!!!! Apparently our court system realizes that abortion is murder... how much longer will it take???
I got to see Mary and Natanya and Heather today.... I had a really really really good day so far. And I got to "play" with Heather's camera.
Ira and I were up in the ceiling of the Fellowship Hall setting up new audio... it should be pretty good now. And I think I'm going to buy a new wireless mic tomorrow.
"If Ballet is pronouced Ba-Lay, then why isn't Mallet, Ma-lay?" -DW
I'm riding my bike to and from work every day now... it's nice. It's not far, but that's good so I can slowly build up my endurance again... I still want my lung to work properly. I'm glad I don't smoke.
Sarah Dozier is great.
Someone ate my Rice Pudding... and it wasn't me. I love rice pudding. But now, after talking to Tamara and Heather, I could use some couscous.
this is the third shirt I've worn today because of insulation and sweat. hoowah.
The Way I See It:
I hate letting people down... but I will constantly dissapoint people. My kids, my wife, my parents, my boss, my friends, my siblings, my pets, my co-workers, my mailman... I will continually dissapoint. No matter how hard I try and no matter how many sacrifices I make, I will let people down. That's the perfect prologue for disaster. But God... God turns disaster into a remarkable circumstance. It's His specialty. God loves to come through, sometimes at the last possible second, and be the hero. He does a great job at it because He NEVER dissapoints. He never lets me down. He will never let you down. Amazing that when my hope in people fails and comes crashing to the ground in a heap of flaming refuse, God's perfection can shine through... and prayerfully, when people's trust in me explodes in a bloody mess of debris and carnage, God's faithfulness will be sufficient.
20050314
Let me lead
God is awesome! Tonight was passionate. Jesse... I can't play without you. You are the supports that keep my arms up. I don't tell you enough how much I appreciate you and that I love you dude. Keep on rockin' for God.I really wish I could hang out and relax on Sunday afternoons... There were at least 15 people in my office today, and I couldn't hang out with any of them because I was getting ready for CrossFire. Don't get me wrong, I love doing what I do, but it would be really nice for everyone if we didn't have to set up from scratch every week... We need our own building.
Youth Weekend. AH!
Barrett is a lumberjack and he's ok.
Dave is a fatty.
bye Les.
"Killer spread we have tonight... Lots of dead lamb, dead cow, dead pig."
Sara makes her own paintball guns... how cool is that?!
I'm thinking I want to re-do orangestickman.com soon, but I don't really have time... I think I'm just tired of the look, but I'm not tired enough to actually do something with it.
The Way I See It:
Where do I draw the line? What is the limit? When does it become about me and no longer about Him? I tend to give just enough until it becomes uncomfortable to me, then I'll hold back. My nature is that I will sacrifice only what I think I can afford. I only go so far, and then when it becomes inconvenient for me, I'll stop. Why God? Why do I do that? I don't want to be selfish. Jesus didn't get beat and then cry uncle. Jesus didn't hang up on the cross and then tap out. He gave everything He had, and He gave His best. Why can't I give my best? I want to give all that I have, I don't want to settle. He didn't.
20050311
Use This Side Only
Geoff is 17 now... and he made a great speech.Heather has a great laugh.
The past couple days have been long and hard. Thursday morning I get up to Richmond and start setting up at 9am, we get out of there around 7:45 and in the hotel by 8:30... but I couldn't really get to sleep until 2am and then we have to be up at 3. We get back to the theater at 4 and do the radio show until 10 and then strike and get out of there at 12. drive back down here, take a shower, get to work by 3, and then Reigner comes in with his new computer, so we set it up, I get some work done, then I head over to Geoff's still with only an hour of sleep... so I am tired.
Laci hugs well.
Dani burst a blood vessel.
I got the Project Infusion CDs today... Oh man! They are good! Really really good. No joke, these guys rock the worship set. It's a live recording and it is really solid. Great improv worship interludes as well.
Barrett, I would hardly call that "post stealing"... I'm sorry I didn't reference you in my bibliography, but it wasn't like I quoted you either... it's a story in the Bible.
Mikayla is leaving in the morning... She will be missed. THE30th
The Way I See It:
"Everything happens for a reason." I believe that. And none of this fate stuff, and karma, and "what goes around, comes around" junk... But I believe that God has made sure of the details. He thought so carefully about every aspect of our lives that when something happens, it might just happen to remind me that everything happens for a reason. Even if it has no other effect on anything, as long as He reminds me to look to Him, and that He is the reason that it happens, then it's happened for a reason. It makes sense to me, but I don't know how to explain it without using a lot of hand motions and loud noises. God gave us free will, but it's limited to His perfect will. I know that the will of God will be played out in my life, but it's up to me to choose the path that I take to get to that point God has set up. Once again, I think I'm only making sense to myself. Oh well... He's got the whole world in His hands.....
20050309
Power Button Test
I went skating today... that was fun. I hadn't done it since last year... but I think I caught on pretty quick.On monday... which seems so long ago, I also rode my bike to my parent's house. I was a little restless, and now my legs want to destroy my life. It was worth it though... I made it there in 45 minutes, that's a new record. And it was dark.
Yesterday we saw Be Cool at the nice Cinema Cafe, and Autumn was there. I was over her house earlier working on her VCR and camera so she could tape some stuff. And she made me lunch. It was nice... I miss her tons.
Last night after the movie, while we were kinda watching Saving Private Ryan, I was talking to Ted from Project Infusion. They are the band from NY that wanted to use Natanya's picture from Ukraine for their album cover. They rock... we need to get them down here.
However, tonight, after skating, was great. Leslie, Heather, Melody, Amy, Jerry, Sara, Joey and Hannah all came over and we hung out at the house. Played some XBox, ate some snickers. It was good times. Katie told me that she wanted an older brother, so I think she might adopt me. :)
Mikayla... I love you. I miss you. hugs all around.
"What makes a hot'n'tot so hot? Courage."
Tomorrow I'll be in Richmond... I'll be gone 'till Friday afternoon. Work work work.
The Way I See It:
The way I want to love my wife is the way Jacob loved Rachel. He was willing to work for SEVEN YEARS to marry her. It's not like he got to marry her and then have to promise to work seven years, he had to work seven years and THEN he got to marry her. But that's not all... He got shafted, but he didn't settle. He then worked another seven years because Laban gave him the switch. Jacob set aside dreams that I'm sure he had, he set aside 14 years of his life so that he could spend the rest of it with Rachel. He loved her that much. I want to love her so much that I would be willing to work my whole life just to spend the last minutes of it with her. Sacrifice of my dreams, sacrifice of my time. Because she's worth it.
Side note: Rachel died after giving birth to her second child. She was worth it all... and then some.
20050307
128901
Last night was amazing. God is so powerful. I think Scott and I are going to try and structure that into a two-day workshop and take it on the road... Yet another long-term dream that may turn into a short-term plan. We shall see.I shot some of the video last night with the CrossFireians and it was nice to see Matt shooting video again. I feel kinda bad yelling at people telling them to be quiet, but someone had to get their attention. Sorry guys... It's my job.
Emily is sick... Pray for her. And praise God for her.
Leslie is home, so it's another attempt at watching Notting Hill, Zoolander, The Emperors New Groove and Garden State all in the same sitting.
TCCers have Spring Break this week, and it's suitable weather for it. It sure feels like spring outside. I started my day today with a quick jog, and then came back, watched some behind the scenes from Garden State, started Black Hawk Down, and went for another jog to the church and back to get a keyboard because the other one had a stuck spacebar. ick.
Katie is missed.
I don't smell too pretty right now.
Laci gives really really good smiley hugs.
The Way I See It:
I have had dreams and aspirations of becoming something great, doing something amazing, putting my name on something, taking credit for something. Levi Bethune, MD; SGT. Levi Bethune; Sir Levi Aren Bethune; Levi Bethune ASC; I used to think that the only thing I was living for was to make a name for myself. I am in the process at this point in my life learning that the ONLY thing I am on this earth for is to give God the glory. In everything I do. And I fail everyday, but like I said, I am in a process. It's hard to be patient for myself... It's hard to wait on God. But I know that every breath I take is a miracle in and of itself, so I don't have to etch my name on some wall... I don't have to have a plaque stating that I was here... But if I give God the glory for my family, for my friends, for my job, then I've fulfilled my purpose. If I can spend the rest of my life giving glory to God, to marry for the glory of God, to have kids for the glory of God, to spread His name and support His people for the glory of God, and to worship for the glory of God... Then I have surpassed any dream of doing great.
20050305
wash this
Goodness, I'm sorry guys... I didn't want to make people feel bad for using the "inothernews" I just thought it was funny that people were putting so much thought into making segway phrases. It's kinda funny. I guess I should stop making excuses for what I said. Forget it.All the ladies are gone. WHOO HOOO!!!!!! FREEDOM!!!!! well..... kinda.
I'm taking a huge risk here... please trust me.
And I've been playing Halo for about 17 hours now. I'm just catching up though.
Boys Will Be Men is the best LifeGroup ever. hoowah.
Wednesday night is usually the best night of my week, but this week it was definately Thursday night. Oh my. It was a great great night... from dinner and "Mike" and drawing on tables to milk, butter, icecream, gatorade, whipped cream, tours, memories, cold wind, walks, dancing... phew. It was excellent. Thank you to the involved parties. And thank you to you too.
This Sunday is Scott's Temple teaching... if you don't remember that, it's a really really good teaching that he did about 3 something years ago... very effective and it will change the way you worship.
"The heart of God loves a persevering worshipper who, though overwhelmed by many troubles, is overwhelmed even more by the beauty of God."
mmm... Girlscout cookies. mmm... Girlscouts.
inothernews:
please, do not comment on this post.
I forgot to mention that Jerry made this really really swift guitar thing out of wood... I can't really explain it, but it rocks. It's in my office, come by and see it.
"Just Friends The new scent by Josh Harris"
20050304
this is my corner of the couch... but you can sit next to me if you want
There is no shame in hope. So I am not hopeless... there is hope. But only in Jesus. In Christ alone my hope is found.I think I may have stepped on your toes once or twice. But you dance beautifully... thanks.
"Am I ashamed of the name of Jesus? Am I afraid to say it? Am I afraid to sing it? Do I think it's dorky, or odd, or out of place? Why? I find everyday that He is the reason I even breath, so why shouldn't I use those breaths to speak His name? If not just to thank Him for the breath." - taken from my mission's trip journal, Panama, 1998
I have vicadin. But maybe I spelled at wrong.
Heather is wonderfully and fearfully made. It's her fault I'm smiling right now. (how's that for not being vague?)
People were dissecting yesterday. Mary came by, we watched the Ukraine video. 40 minutes of Ukraine. it's hard to dwell on it, but it's so much fun.
I hope I can get everything done that I need to get done by the date that it needs to get done. I hope.
Faith is the evidence of things unseen. Evidence. Proof. Faith is proof. If you have faith, then you have proof of things you cannot see. Boom baby.
woo hoo!!! I need to make a movie. NOW! ok... now!
now!
I had dinner with Shea tonight. That was "delightful". I hit on our gay waiter. His name was Mike. it was fun like woah. Shea is great.
Youth Weekend 2005
The thirst is taking over.
inothernews:
my feet are cold.
I still need a guitar strap for my electric.
SHEA!!! TODAY!!!!
I decorated Listerine bottles today.
guys are brainless. hahaa! cough.
Rufus is still gay.
20050301
Pleather smells like...
all this drama. I can't escape.Remember what I said about wanting to be back in high school? well, forget it.
All I can hope is that you read this and know that you know that it's you I'm talking about and that it's you that's on my mind. If that made any sense.
I watched Ocean's Twelve tonight by myself. Natanya couldn't make it, and Shea tried, but couldn't get there. Oh well. It was still a good movie. And I get to spend time with the Shea on Thursday anyway, so it's not that bad.
all of my fears and trials Lord, rest in You
all that I hold and love oh Lord, rest in You
all of the praises of the earth, rest in You
-Rest In You by Waterdeep. Rediscovered today at 6:10pm, my new favorite song.
I forgot to tell you that I ate at Jersey Mike's Subs in Petersburg on Sat. It wasn't bad. I had a roast beef on white with lettuce and onion with EXTRA oil and vinegar. And a Dr. Pepper.
12 Monkeys
inothernews:
everyone is trying all these different segway phrases instead of "inothernews". like, "more stuff from my head" or "random thoughts and one-liners"... kinda funny. punks.
Youth weekend is starting to look daunting.
Orion is a Greek name meaning Son of Fire and Hunter. me likey.
But I can escape in You Lord. I can escape in You God. Let me escape. Run.
Katie, this one's for you. :-D
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